Third flower of the garden 

                                                                  Erica

The other day i was listening to some classical music, and i realiced that some of the musicians that wanted to stand out in the orchestra, they just end up ruining the melody. So i end up thinking about being alone, playing alone and why it's hard to keep up the same beating with others.

 It's hard to speak when all you've done till this day it's hear, hearing people around you, hearing your own voice, breath, the outside, birds, water running, so many things.

It's so hard when all you can do it's hear, because you heard yourself asking for help, and did nothing for it. It's like a never-ending symphony, like a free rhythm, you're the composer but also the one who's playing.

You're the one that continues playing, without taking any breath or letting others play with you.

All that's hard, it really is. You could had chosen a 2x2 rhythm, or 3x3, but you chose to keep playing without  any rhythm, so no one can keep up with you and that's how you end up playing alone. Some people would try to play with you, but they'll just end up ruining the beautiful symphony.

The reason why this flower, Erica, it's perfect for the job, to represent my thoughts 💭 it's because this flower has the meaning of loneliness, in the past they used it for medical reasons ,for anxiety and depression. Some people described it, saying that when they used it, they felt good luck and admiration, sensations of happiness. But the meaning  changes with the color.

I chose violet (loneliness) and white (protection) because i've been fealing lonely for so many years by now, and i've started to become more relaxed with feeling this way, it's normal for the human being to feel lonely some times, i feel protected being alone.

"Some people admires others for their popularity, but we should start to praise being alone more"